Path

It's been an year now

but the stillness is same, somehow

I was alive but was lost

dying slowly, paying the cost

then I went and talked to God

He smiled back and gave a nod

I told him my sufferings

and my heart was yearning

and I heard him back

a visible track

I felt him near

and feared his spear

and prayed on his hand

in a mystic land

it was a new life

I started to see

I knew that moment

Who I meant to be

with open eyes

The things made sense

I fond my way

through the forest once dense

But I gave it all

and took another fall

and it's been an year now

but the stillness is same, somehow

Wishes

And burn in disgrace
for that embrace
and light the cigarette
and pay your filthy debt

And you will cry
the tears will fly
no matter how you try
can't summon the sky

And I know how it felt
the day you knelt
with your shiny belt
and your heart did melt

And alone you are again
with this agonizing pain
some hopes got slain
here and there again...