Despair

Help me God please end this pain
Whatever I do it's all in vain
My wishes my hopes all but slain
I need some help to stand again...

All seems lost, even the hope
never ending depressing slope

strangling me this thorny rope

this misery I can barely cope...

but sometimes the light makes way

and I can breathe and hopes stay

but again i feel like rotting clay

Oh end my life God, that's all I pray...