Despair

Help me God please end this pain
Whatever I do it's all in vain
My wishes my hopes all but slain
I need some help to stand again...

All seems lost, even the hope
never ending depressing slope

strangling me this thorny rope

this misery I can barely cope...

but sometimes the light makes way

and I can breathe and hopes stay

but again i feel like rotting clay

Oh end my life God, that's all I pray...

Dark

He was standing midst the crowd
Wearing dull, black shroud

Something was terribly wrong,
staring him a million eyes
cold and sad he was strong,
holding In heart, a million cries

And he was silent, standing still
Each moment, was killing his will

Something inside, wasn't right
and he didn't wish
approaching fast, a black night
they begged, but he didn't wish

Laughter, Smile, things of past
Black shadows, miles vast

Something was watching him
he turned back and gave a stare
a distant being, so cold so grim
he turned back and saw a hare

And Each moment became still
so still, so very still
like the distant grey hill

He, too was as still as dead
The will to live, was long dead
Standing was a figure instead
With eyes, a little red...

Haste

Broken Windows, Broken Lights
Little men full of fright

Hollow dreams, Hollow Nights
Most I forget, empty fights

Some wishes, empty hope
Little children, full of dope

Crazy society, blur vision
Justice's case, pending decision

Plenty of Food, no one merry
Waiting and Waiting, western ferry

Wooden Bridge, many cars
Ill choices, Scars and Scars

Rain

And once again came the rain
Washing away my heart's stain
And some wounds from her dart
Inducing random greenish art

The Garden became clean and Green
Happy again once lonely Queen
Winds of change from East to West
Talking clouds coming to rest

Thunder and Thor, started talking
Time like always running and clocking

Thanks a Million to one Creator
Washing earth, and
Making trees...
Greater.

Gamb(ler)it

Pseudo random million choices
Devil only threw the dices

Gambling for one million more souls
Wishing army of few more ghouls

Wishing for the wildest of Queens
Which even haunted him in Dreams

Always tiring for the best match
Ill and Cursed were his catch

But the Lord never sleep
and does always Peep

The wishes of devil
He had to keep

One or Three, 1000 free
They just work in Harmony

Animals

Whole world is your home
Not some stinky shiny dome

Rushing waters, morning skies
Only humans make you cry

Children of earth ain't all we were
But Greed, Lust and Bewitched her

Research, Evolution, This age of Information
Curse Curse and Hollow Education...

A

Salty water in the eyes
Ravens Ravens till the skies

wishes and wishes piled up high
enchained souls, hollow cry

Lies Lies, sweet coated lies
Angelic silence, Demonic cries

Psychociety

Anxiety Anxiety
Oh false deity
I was born
in this society

where good people die
and poor children cry
for simple things
like food and water

where no ones safe
unless they rule
why this dirty
disgusting rule?

where no ones cares
and everyone dares
all she is
is someone's daughter

where truth is hard
a bunch of lies
coated in wrapping
veiled Satan and clapping

but night will go
this land will glow
the light of faith
it will show

faith in truth
and faith in passion

compassion compassion
compassion, compassion...

Awakening

When he was tired pondering on fate
Sleep found him and ended his wait
and the dreams came and go
like the fairer maiden and her gait

the rattle snake and a butterfly
were both beside his pillow awake
playing together her and snake
were just there for the lullaby's sake

then, in his dream he had a dream
of a Queen distressed and broken
her eyes were pink and dress was green
her forehead had a distinct gleam

and it suddenly started raining
the snake and butterfly started complaining
but the God said let it rain
as the sleeper had his own share of pain

and the sun came and no more rain
and his dream was shattered again
and the Queen jumped and he, after
and no one heard their final laughter...

Child

I was no one
I was no one

I couldn't run


You taught me once
and I went far
Chasing that gold black car

In the chase
I found ill ways
To keep myself from light and days

And I was near
So very near
The chase was about to end the fear

But you didn't want
me so far
running after the gold black car

so you gave a shout
but I didn't hear
the coming night I didn't fear


I was no one
I was no one

But I could run


and you called again
and I fell down
breaking that fake old crown

the car was gone
and I was alone
like once again, black was my bane

and I sat down
on the ground
counting my footsteps, and distant lights

and I didn't run
no never again
so your call, will not be in vain


Just once again
Please once again...

Sleep

On a summer sleepless night
dreaming random endless fright

turning around countless sides
trying to sleep, eyes open wide


gasping in the pillows cover
shredding tears over and over


memories memories and memories
sorrows, blackness and tragedies

worshiping trees and forgetting God
little ones once fearlessly trod

none to one and one to none
how many morphlings should I shun?

run run and faster I run
the echoes came and I am done.

Fate

In the plane of souls
we met and promised some goals
we met souls and mates
we chose and were chosen

Then we were lost
in dust and frost
the land was cold
in evil's hold

The stage was set
the test was hard
the devil bet
an Indigo card

and I was lost
gasping in frost
but the souls came
the kind and unnamed

And I saw clouds
and I saw rain
washing away the
devil's frame

and world was simple
once again
and crowd was silent
in his name

They ~ Parents

Guest post by "Jhakki"

They tell me when to get up and when to go to bed,
They tell me what colors to wear, orange, blue or red,

They put my breakfast into my mouth and lunch box in my bag,
And tell me how to walk and talk and bid me not to rag,

They tell me not to call my friends unless it’s really urgent,
They tell me to have a short conversation, only about the important,

They tell me when to just sit back and when to smile and play,
And when to keep it quiet and when to say my say,

They tell me how to take up life and when to let it go,
And when to give my consent and when to just say no,

I wish to God, there would ever arrive, such a “free-will day”,
That I may call “my very own” and do anything that I may,

But then a brain wave crosses my mind and fills my soul with fears,
And a silent prayer arises and cuts my heart like shears,

I pray to God that never should such an unworthy day go by,
When they are not there for me, or else that I should die!!

Rotten Empire

Guest post by "Jhakki"

The cold white walls
Like a cinema screen
Images flicker on
And I'm the Queen.

Lambs rush about
As the King falls down
Rubies embossed on their foreheads
...and there goes the crown!

The snakes slither on
Upon my forgotten Empire
As pure as gold
After the hibernation fire.

The dogs mate horses
And cows have foals
Spring is ripening
My Empire grows...

Darkness wans
As "tom-thumbs" charmed
Play tug-of-war
To amuse the Queen.

The high moth-eaten walls
The rich rotten food
The flourishing times
Magnificently screwed.

The brown lake shimmers
Outside the royal slums
The sun shines brightly
And the Queen jumps...

Theatre

In the time of creed
and some random greed
her faith was strong
in the time of need

and looking at her
he planted a seed
still knowing not
what she need

and then it blew
the summer wind
and the seed didn't grew
more care it need

he became tired
tried all tricks
and collected some sticks
and mortar and bricks

but she didn't care
forgot his stare
on her stair
she brushed her hair

and the seed went dry
and the plants cry
just tell me why
just tell me why...

May

And in the May
The Mayans say
you could not say
your ugly will
they don't want
the "Dismay"

And they will slaughter
Someone's daughter
So they can predict
The higher order

The will of willow
Who will hear?
The wrath of God
Who will fear?

The Mermaid's tear
The Mermaid's tear

The curse of fear
Will you not fear?

Feet

The plants and trees
were finally free
The birds had died
no sympathy

The blue race
The single tree
Couldn't hold
Burden's grace

And in the depth
they will mine
Something
They call "mine"

But they won't find
A single kind
Of the precious
As it's not
For
Sale.

Dime

And in this moment of rude awakening
He suddenly realized the truth

Silently gasping over the hurt
He remembered that truth will hurt

No matter what time it is
No matter whose dime it is
No matter how happy he is
No matter how rainy it is

No matter anything at all
Just someone growing tall

Twice

A farmer tried to plant some Rice
But it didn't rain, he had no rice

Once, twice, thrice
Only rising was it's price

and Then he prayed
in distinct ways
but no one answered
because God was resting

and he got older
With his stick on his Shoulder
Cracking some olden Boulder

And he realized
it was no one
but he himself
Sleeping....

Monday

And then like once again
Someone said, Sky, Rain.

And in my city,
the clouds carried
dust and ash
to wash the witty

Thunder roared
but only once
Trees waved
and I gasped.

This water,
It will keep pouring down
It will makes its way
Right or Left
It doesn't care.

It will flow,
with the flow,
Like a rose
In a desert.

Thunder

Then Thor looked into my eyes
Hearing the blinding sorrow cries

And raven asked a crow why
This person always looks in my eye

Then Angles sang a Whiskey Lullaby
And the sound calmed down

But people still hear
And he still Heard
The silent
Cry.

How to Disappear Completely

That there, that's not me
I go where I please
I walk through walls
I float down the Liffey

I'm not here
This isn't happening
I'm not here, I'm not here

In a little while
I'll be gone
The moment's already passed
Yeah, it's gone

I'm not here
This isn't happening
I'm not here, I'm not here

Strobe lights and blown speakers
Fireworks and hurricanes

I'm not here
This isn't happening
I'm not here, I'm not here....

Rain

And then it rained

Like usual once again

Causing the dust to calm down

Those clouds that we saw

The wind carried them

To me, once again...

And in the water

There was some hope

Time was eternal

But he was still

Walking and walking

Walking again

Running and Running

Holding his rain

Within his heart

A KG red.

Dress was Green

Signal was red

The daddy asked

The mommy talked

Still no one

Returns the debt...

Saturday

On Saturday night
The bird took flight
Eerie, dark, gloomy kite

Addiction was bad
and he was sad
Pessimist or Optimist?
Still a little bit sad

Then he flew
and the morning dew
Waved and said
Your cigarettes...
You must chew

Nevertheless
I hope to bless
Those silent moments
of time Endless

Each moment, every cloud
we watched and made
What we wished....

Untitled

The Angel took a leap
in the dark well deep

The tiger woke up
and stay stood up

But he was sleeping
Under the stairs
The stars....

Were weeping...

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The END!

Signal <- I've got a feeling too....

Steel Pinks Right Hand... Black Nails Wash wash....

Morning

The morning came and it was bright
So very fast like a blinding light

I forgot that I was asleep
Or in shadows, I wept? Weep.

Until this black crow it creep
In my right side, on the wire

But why did it didn't speak?
I asked him how, why not so?

He didn't talk he didn't say
My name is black it's my way....

Society

Society circus on it's peak.

Moral values very weak?

Is it money that you seek?

A satisfied monk in the creek.

Tired and burnt he crushed all idols

Haterd and hunger, all false idols

Yet he got stuck in one

Cudn't escape, cudn't run

He forgot his promise

He took a stare

The beautiful rabit

The ugly snare

Tired again he came at rest

Avoiding failure, trying his best

But the past is something we call past

The more he remembers

The more its vast

In this filthy little circle

He decided, to let it circle

Collecting his valuables

In a little colorless blanket

He started walking......

Rain

And then came thunder

We sat in wonder

The rain didn't stop

On the sorrow crop

Sad is the farmer

Lost in charmer

I told him Sleep

better not to weep

who will hear

the hour is late

tis a little game

of unforgiving fate...

Synthetic

Wake up,
Open your eyes
See the world,
in its beautiful Disguise
Watch your step,
follow the Sanity
Wont grab it,
try 100 more tries

And In the end,
you'll try to mend
but no more luck,
and memories will Rend
say 1 2 3,
wish you were free
but could it be?
No find that tree!

And again I wish
I could change
some simple things
that I find strange
but in this age
and her gifted rage
its hard to melt
seven mimes on stage


And soon they say
I'll lose the day
and maybe I will
why follow my will?
It crushed him
and he wept again,
in this sorrow
he slept again


Then I woke up,
and opened my eyes
saw the black ocean,
in it's beautiful Disguise
and beneath it lived
a society so ill


I lost my will...
I tried to breathe,
and I lost my will...